i wish i could explain it. with a picture or a word. i wish i could take cute pictures. like modelesque ones to explain the way i feel without actually saying it. that’s it. that’s what i would like. and although you can do it how can i be sure it’s how you feel? maybe i get nervous that what was once something just to myself is now to you too. and i guess i feel like it shouldn’t be. because you’ve got so much. you know? you really do. i can’t even believe I’m writing this post. the best part is no one in a million years could ever know who I’m writing about. but anyway, sometimes i just wanna know if it’s right or not, but i know it is. i guess that doesn’t make much sense to you. but i think it might. funny though, because no one of relevance to this post even knows it exists. because the thing is.. it’s not relevant to anyone. okay goodnight.