idk last night

i had the NHS dinner. and i can’t even explain to you how happy it makes me. i know that sounds really lame, but just give me a minute here. it’s like the smartest kids in the school; arguably. and there’s a cocktail hour, dinner, dessert, a ceremony, and like an hour and a half of dancing somewhere in the middle. and it makes me so happy that all these really smart kids are so comfortable around each other and just dance. and sing. and aren’t just smart kids. they’re funny too. and nice. and well liked. and really dynamic. and i don’t know if anyone else realizes it. but i do. and i really like it. i’m not one of those incredibly smart kids though. i just happen to be there because it looks good for college and i think everyone who applies gets accepted.

but afterwards i dropped my friend off. and it was only like 9:45 so i went over my boyfriends house and we watched some show with his mom and his sister. then it ended so they left, naturally. and the two of us ended up watching some show about tattoos because he wants a million and one. and then that ended, naturally. so he kissed me, naturally. and he looked at me and goes “i love you” but it was different. it was comfortable. not that bad kind though, the good kind. and hes just.. idk how to explain him. but it made me happy. so i said i love him too. not only because it made me happy, but because its how i feel. alright, later tumblr. i have much to do today.